Are you still climbing those mountians?

Its a silly question, one used in jest to mock me any time I seem to meet people back home in Ireland that I used to know. I generally shrug it off, give the simple reply of "yes" and try and avoid talking about it. They always follow up with questions about the highest, the hardest and then laugh. How do you convey what climbing means to you to someone who doesn't understand? They know me as I was, not who I am now.

I live in North Wales, work in Joe Browns in Llanberis and spend all my free time climbing, hill running and training. I tend to be driven by the line, the history and the adventure. Existing is easy, living is hard and it requires effort. I know I don't put enough in and its a constant battle to change that. To be ready for that moment, exposed, afraid, on the edge, walking the tightrope and reaching relief and success or falling upon failure. There's also some pain and suffering. I find dealing with failure the hardest thing but if it was easy it wouldn't be worthwhile.

Its also about the people you meet along the way, fun and shared experience. Friends are a constant source of inspiration and advice. I've met some amazing people and I look forward to meeting more. So I suppose this is a beginning. A journal of places, people, routes, thoughts as much for me as anyone else and hopefully it helps to inspire someone along the way.

Me feeling very out there on the fourth pitch of the first ascent of Benwee Head in Mayo. I don't just climb mountains! Photo Hugh Henessy ©